Chapter 11: Chapter 11
Gaius had forgotten what exhaustion felt like. Not the exhaustion of battle—not the burn of torn muscles or the weight of armor pressing into bruised flesh—but something deeper, something that settled into the bones.
The kind of exhaustion that came after war, not during it.
The medicae had been firm. Two months, no combat. His body was in peak condition, but the strain of the caves, the endless days of movement, of guiding, of pushing forward without stopping, had taken its toll. His Qi was exhausted, his muscles tight with fatigue.
It was an order.
He would follow it.
For now.
—
The barracks of the Imperial Legions were a sprawling network of war camps, training grounds, and soldiers' quarters—a city of warriors, a fortress of blood and steel.
Gaius walked through the winding alleys between the barracks, the scent of oil, smoke, and sweat filling the air. The Imperium did not believe in rest, not truly. Even at night, there were sparring rings still active, weapons clashing under the glow of hovering lanterns.
But the night also belonged to drink, to celebration, to indulgence.
Tonight, Gaius would not wield a sword.
Tonight, he would drink.
—
The tavern was loud, filled with the voices of soldiers celebrating survival.
Legionnaires in scarred armor sat around long tables, sharing war stories over tankards of dark ale. The sound of dice rolling across wooden surfaces mixed with the deep hum of a bard singing a song about a battle that had long since faded from history.
Gaius sat at the bar, rolling his shoulders as the bartender—a veteran himself, by the look of his missing eye—poured him a drink.
"First one's on the house," the bartender grunted. "For the mad bastard who crawled out of the caves alive."
Gaius smirked, lifting the drink. "Generous."
"Practical," the bartender countered. "If you die drinking my ale, at least I'll be able to tell people my stuff killed a legend."
Gaius chuckled, downing the drink in one slow motion. It burned, but it was a pleasant burn. A reminder that he was still alive.
A hand pressed against his shoulder.
A woman's voice, low, teasing. "You're him, aren't you?"
Gaius turned.
She was beautiful, in the way only warriors were—sharp-featured, strong, confidence written in the lines of her posture.
A soldier.
A survivor.
Her fingers trailed down his arm, eyes gleaming in the dim lantern-light. "I don't usually chase men," she murmured, lips curving. "But I think I'll make an exception tonight."
Gaius exhaled, smirking.
"Then let's not waste time."
—
She tasted like spiced wine and heat.
Their bodies moved in sync, a different kind of battle, a different kind of war. There was no hesitation, no slow unraveling—only need, only hunger, only the moment.
Gaius let himself go. For once, there was no strategy, no calculation. No battlefield waiting beyond the doors, no orders to follow, no men to lead.
Only her fingers digging into his back, his mouth trailing against her skin, the weight of her hips against his.
They fell, they rose, they lost themselves.
The night stretched long.
—
Much later, she slept.
Gaius did not.
He stood at the balcony of her quarters, looking down at the army below.
Even in the dead of night, the Legions did not stop.
Patrols still moved, figures still trained in the distance. The Imperium did not believe in idleness. War was eternal, and so were its preparations.
But Gaius' mind was elsewhere.
Not on war.
Not on battle.
On a time before any of this.
—
He had been seven years old.
Sick.
His body had burned with fever, his throat raw from coughing, his limbs too weak to move.
His father had left to the capital city, a place Gaius had only seen from a distance, to retrieve a cure.
And Gaius had been alone.
Their house was small, spartan. No servants. No attendants. His father had never believed in keeping those who would do what a man should do for himself.
Gaius had curled into his father's bed, blanket pulled over his frail body.
The scent of his father's armor, the faint trace of steel and oil, lingered on the sheets.
It made him feel less alone.
He had tried to read, flipping through old fantasy books filled with tales of heroes and warriors, of gods and kings.
But his eyes had blurred with exhaustion.
And when he closed them, when he drifted off, he had dreamed of his father returning, of the door opening, of a hand resting against his forehead.
When he woke, his father was there.
And he had known—he was safe.
—
Gaius exhaled, rubbing a hand over his face.
That boy no longer existed.
He had been shaped into something else.
Something stronger.
Something harder.
And yet—somewhere deep, buried beneath war and blood—he still remembered.
He turned back to the bed.
The woman still slept, her form relaxed, her breathing even.
Gaius ran a hand through his hair.
Tomorrow, he would return to the war.
But tonight?
Tonight, he would rest.