Chapter 10: Chapter 10: Embracing Freedom
Ainz woke up to the soft rays of the morning sun filtering through his bedroom window, casting a warm glow across the room. For the first time in a long while, he felt at peace. The weight that had once crushed his chest was gone, and in its place was an exhilarating sense of freedom. The sense of relief that came with waking up and not feeling burdened by his responsibilities or his parents' struggles was unlike anything he had ever known.
It wasn't that Ainz had forgotten his parents or stopped caring about them. On the contrary, his love for them had only grown stronger as he had started to carve out his own path. But for the first time in his life, he understood that his happiness wasn't solely tied to their well-being. He could care for them while also living his own life, and that realization filled him with a quiet joy.
His morning routine had changed too. Rather than dragging himself through the motions, Ainz now found himself looking forward to each day. College, which had once felt like a series of obligations, now felt like a playground full of opportunities. The friends he had made, the experiences he was gaining, and even the late-night study sessions that used to drain him now felt like a part of his journey, not just a stepping stone toward an end goal.
Ainz had been spending more time with his friends, not just because he felt like he had to, but because he genuinely enjoyed their company. He had begun to appreciate the carefree nature of college life—the laughter between classes, the late-night chats, the spontaneous plans, and even the silly inside jokes that seemed to pop up at the most unexpected times. He had even started feeling like a part of something bigger than himself—a group, a family, a community of people who shared his joys and struggles.
One afternoon, after a particularly long lecture, Ainz and his friends decided to take a break and head to the campus park. The sun was beginning to dip below the horizon, casting a golden glow across the green lawn. There was a sense of relaxation in the air, the kind that only came with knowing that there were no pressing deadlines or obligations weighing on their minds. Ainz had become accustomed to this feeling, the kind that told him it was okay to just exist for a while.
They laid out a blanket on the grass, and one by one, students began to gather around. Ainz sat with his back to the tree, his legs stretched out in front of him, listening to the conversations around him. There was laughter, music playing softly in the background, and the occasional joke that made everyone burst into uncontrollable giggles. It was a perfect snapshot of the carefree atmosphere that had become the foundation of his new life.
"You know," Liam said as he plopped down beside Ainz, "I never really thought I'd see you like this. You used to be so... serious, you know? It's good to see you so relaxed."
Ainz chuckled, stretching his arms above his head. "I guess I'm just figuring out how to let go a little. It's funny, I used to think that if I wasn't constantly working, I wasn't doing enough. But now I realize that sometimes just being here, in the moment, is enough."
Liam raised an eyebrow, clearly surprised by the shift in Ainz's attitude. "You've really changed, man. I mean, in a good way. You're actually... fun now."
Ainz laughed, the sound light and carefree. "I guess I'm still getting used to this whole 'fun' thing. But yeah, it feels good."
As the evening wore on, Ainz found himself in a deep conversation with Jane and Mark about life, dreams, and the future. Their talk meandered from topics like favorite books to plans for after graduation, and even the strange quirks of some of their professors. Ainz had never been one to talk about the future before. In the past, his future had always seemed like a series of obligations—graduating, getting a job, and continuing to support his parents. But now, as he sat with his friends, the idea of a future full of possibilities didn't seem as daunting. It felt... exciting.
"I'm not sure what I want to do after graduation," Jane said, twirling her pen absentmindedly. "I think I just want to find something that makes me happy."
"Yeah, I feel the same way," Mark added. "It's not about the money, you know? It's about doing something that feels right."
Ainz nodded, his mind racing with the same thoughts. For so long, he had focused on responsibility and duty, thinking that happiness had to be earned through sacrifice. But now, he saw that there was another way. There was joy in doing what you loved, in pursuing your passions, and in finding fulfillment outside of just surviving.
"I guess it's about finding balance," Ainz said slowly. "I've always been the one to put others first, but now I'm realizing that I don't have to neglect myself to take care of the people I love."
Jane smiled at him, her eyes thoughtful. "That's really wise, Ainz. You've come a long way from the guy who used to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders."
Ainz laughed, feeling a warmth spread through him. It felt good to hear those words, to know that people saw him in a new light. "Yeah, I guess I have."
As the evening stretched on, the group continued to chat and laugh, and Ainz couldn't help but marvel at how far he had come. It wasn't just about surviving anymore; it was about living. He had found joy in the simplest of things, and that was something he would never take for granted again.
When the sun finally set, casting a purple hue over the sky, Ainz stood up, stretching his arms above his head. His friends were all still gathered on the blanket, but for some reason, he felt like it was time to go home. There was something peaceful about returning to the quiet of his own space after a day spent with laughter and connection.
As he walked back to his dorm, his thoughts drifted to his family. His parents, who had always been there for him, would be waiting for him at home, just like always. But now, Ainz didn't feel like he was carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders. He had found a way to balance his responsibilities with his own happiness. And for the first time, he understood that he didn't have to sacrifice one for the other.
That night, as he lay in bed, Ainz thought about all the changes he had gone through. College had given him more than just an education—it had given him a new perspective on life. He had learned that it was okay to smile without guilt, to take time for himself, and to embrace the joy of simply being alive.
Tomorrow, he would go back to his responsibilities, back to the people who depended on him. But for tonight, he was simply Ainz, a young man with a future filled with possibilities. And for the first time in a long time, that future didn't feel so overwhelming. It felt bright, full of hope and laughter, and full of life.